March 8, 2013

I just had to post about this experience seeing as it has to do with freedom!
So, last Sunday my dad was visiting and he likes to go to church so I went with him. Now, over the years since I was a girl I've not stayed close to God and I've had many doubts etc. but the church we went to was so moving, so spiritual I said ... God, you know all the questions I have and the doubts but if you'll be patient with me and show me the way I will try to follow you again. This week I've had some questions answered and I wanted to share about this one (well maybe two).

My good friend Sheila told me about a job opportunity and I followed up on it even though I really want to only do cleaning jobs for myself and farming, I also REALLY want to leave my current job, it's making me miserable...anyway, I then recieved an email from a lady asking me to give her pricing as she wants me to clean her house. So, I prayed. God, I don't know what to do here. Please lead me and show me what you want me to do. After that I took care of the rabbits and chickens then sat down to have some more coffee before showering and getting ready for work. I decided to look at the bible app on my phone and even though I wasn't choosing this...Galatians 5:1 popped up highlighted...so I looked it up and it talks about freedom and not letting yourself be bonded. I know this is talking about sin etc. but to me it was an answer that maybe I should concentrate more on my business than a new job. So I will follow up by sending the resume but I will leave this all in Gods hands.

I also have a heart for music, it is what speaks to my soul the best. When I was a girl I took piano lessons and flute lessons but never got very far with them however,  I felt like researching this yesterday and thought to check out Indian Flutes thinking maybe I'd take that up so I could flute some hymns when I need uplifting. I was also researching piano lessons and I thought...what is the best choice God? Maybe I should just sing? The next minute I recieved a phone call to schedule an appointment for someone on 'Indian Pipe Lane'...I felt like it was an answer. I also wondered...perhaps God talks to us all the time like this and we just don't listen anymore....what do you think? I choose to beleive and have faith! Have a great Friday everyone :)